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(no subject) [May. 27th, 2013|10:15 pm]
maxine nation
my head, both literally and figuratively, feels on the verge of explosion. i need:

-a massage
-someone to tell me what to do with the rest of my life and then how to do it.. with a guarantee they've seen into the future and know This Is What I Do
-to S T O P thinking constantly about every possible thing
-a mentor or spiritual guide or a priest or an adult??
-a bearded dragon
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(no subject) [Apr. 5th, 2013|09:29 pm]
maxine nation
23 years old and i can't find anything better to doCollapse )
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(no subject) [Feb. 23rd, 2013|11:58 pm]
maxine nation
[Current Mood |happyhappy]
[Current Music |Amanda Palmer - Astronaut]

friends only, more or less
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(no subject) [Dec. 1st, 2012|05:08 pm]
maxine nation
snowyCollapse )
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fpppppt [Apr. 28th, 2012|09:25 pm]
maxine nation
Hi, my name is...
maxine.

By this time next year.....
i'll be 23 and maybe i'll have a clue. and maybe i'll be a blue ribbon winning dressage rider!!!

Never in my life have I ....
been to jack in the box. jack in A box???

The people who can drive me nuts are....
literally everyone.

High school...
i miss it.

When I'm nervous....
i exist. painful philosophy.

The last time I cried was...
not recently and i feel and believe i am due for a good, cathartic cry sesh.

My hair is...
long, wavy, black purple and blue.

When I was 5....
i knew bliss.

Last Christmas....
i don't think it snowed.

I should be....
nothing. adult life requires nothing.

When I look down I see...
couch.

The happiest recent event was...
positive human contact. knowing a person considers me a friend.

If I were a character on 'Friends' I'd be:
probably chandler.

My current gripe is...
UGH WHERE TO BEGIN

I have a hard time understanding...
LITERALLY EVERYTHING

There's this girl I know that...
is a horse

You know I like you when....
i joke with you.

If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be...
mommy

Take my advice.....
don't be so naive to think anything is possible.

Something that I really want to buy is...
a top tier saddle.

If you visited the place I was born...
you should get a muddy's shake from muddy waters, a tattoo from yankee tattoo, eat crepes, observe the lake, go to a show or two, get underground music (literally) from pure pop, check out the new cupcake shop! we're finally hip, yay.

I plan to visit...
montreal

If you spend the night at my house...
you likely wouldn't.

I'd stop my wedding if...
there was any sort of cheesy dancing.

The world could do without....
opinions.

I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than...
go back to school, at the present moment.

Most recent thing I've bought myself...
chai latte.

Most recent thing I've bought someone....
food.

My favorite color is:
purple.

My favorite redhead is...
claire, from six feet under.

My middle name is..
lauda.

This morning I...
fucked up my car's bumper.

The animals I would like to see flying besides birds are...
pigs.

Last night I was...
tired.

There's this guy I know who...
is so handsome.

The last guy I kissed..
isaac.

I don't know why......
anything.

The one thing I want in the next five years is...
comfort and happiness and the right path.

Tomorrow I am...
sleeping the fuck in.

Tonight I am...
sleeping.

My birthday is...
march fifth.

What I really wanted for Valentine's Day was...
i don't care about valentine's day. genuinely.

The last time I was scared was...
when i got student loan bills!

Everday I use...
my car.

The closest thing I see to me that is blue is...
my dog's collar.

The last person I talked to....
a coworker.

Today for lunch I am having...
i had a pork tenderloin and basil aioli sandwich on honey wheat english muffin. homemade.
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(no subject) [Jun. 8th, 2011|12:14 am]
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it seems like attie may never ever stop barking and screeching at night. which also means it seems like my mom may never not be a total bitch again. god help us.
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(no subject) [Jun. 7th, 2011|01:32 am]
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attie is a sweet, handsome boy who learns so fast. he figured out sit in about a day, come in a couple of days, is getting the hang of lay down and seems to fully comprehend "kisses."

why am i teaching him kisses? well he bites ferociously. and it's definitely a problem. i guess we should've expected that or something like it with a stray. but damn, it's terrifying. he's a lab mix.. and it doesn't take much looking to notice pit bull, or something of that nature and stereotype, in him. whoops, well, we love him.

tonight he's been in his crate whining up a storm. screeching, really. the past two nights had been perfectly fine.

i went downstairs. he likes to get in my lap and chew on toys, and also me. so he did that and bit my lip and i got so frustrated so i walked away and he whimpered and then he shut up. he really usually doesn't whine for long. he just falls asleep or amuses himself. it's nice, and it's why this excess of shrieking made no sense.

well i tried come, sit and kisses with him and they all worked all right. then he laid down, so i laid down. i rubbed his belly for a while. he conked out. i conked out. we napped for a while.

it was really nice.
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(no subject) [May. 31st, 2011|03:20 am]
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3:19am

four more solid paragraphs to write


then MAYBE i'm done


i have a feeling i'll see sunrise



I NEED SLEEP
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I NEVER UPDATE. [Dec. 26th, 2010|09:17 pm]
maxine nation
I stole this from Amelia:


What did you do in 2010 that you'd never done before?
Lived in a city, a real one. Turned 20. Spent six hours in a car with two of my best friends. Lived in a foreign country. Moved to fair haven. Got a license. Got a car.

What countries did you visit?
Italy.

What date from 2010 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
August 1st because on August 1st I was on my way home from Italy.

Whose behavior merited celebration?
I'm not sure how to respond to this.

Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
My best friend betraying my other best friend and straying far from me and it makes me so very sad.

Where did most of your money go?
Gas and food. I'm an adult now!

What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Isaac and I talking about what married life will be like.

What song will always remind you of 2010?
I discovered this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=toFF3OvBR94

Compared to this time last year, are you
i. happier or sadder?: Happier.
ii. thinner or fatter?: Thinner, it seems, but I don't see it.
iii. richer or poorer?: Richer, which is surreal.

What do you wish you'd done more of?
Soul searching and calming and reading and arting.

How will you be spending Christmas?
I was with my meager family, and then with my bountiful family.

How will you be spending New Years Eve?
In the bathtub with some champagne my mom got me for Christmas.

Did you fall in love in 2010?
Yes.

Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
I continually have a strong dislike for most Bennington students, which wanes and disperses differently each year.

What was the best book you read?
I'm sad to admit I barely read this year. I just finished Patti Smith's memoir, it was great.

What was your greatest musical discovery?
Hurts and HTRK have been really exciting discoveries, as well as Nicki Minaj who I knew about but only delved into this year.

How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2010?
Polished goth in art school.

What kept you sane?
I could say Isaac because in some moments he saved it, but so did Jason and my dogs while they were alive (lol thanks 2010) and so did writing in my journal. For the most part this year has been wrenching in many ways.

Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Nicki Minaj.

Who was the best new person you met?
My Italian friends who were some of the warmest and most beautiful people in the world.

Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
Come ere rude boy boy can you get it up. Come ere rude boy boy is you big enough
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(no subject) [Nov. 19th, 2010|08:29 pm]
maxine nation
Gee, You're so Beautiful That It's Starting to Rain

Oh, Marcia,
I want your long blonde beauty
to be taught in high school,
so kids will learn that God
lives like music in the skin
and sounds like a sunshine harpsicord.
I want high school report cards
to look like this:

Playing with Gentle Glass Things
A

Computer Magic
A

Writing Letters to Those You Love
A

Finding out about Fish
A

Marcia's Long Blonde Beauty
A+!




— Richard Brautigan
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