i sooo need this term to be over. ugh.

Me: [This song] makes me want to wear red dresses and dance with George Clooney.
Isaac: I approve.
Me: Even the George part? What if he goes in for the kiss
Isaac: Um. Hmm. Only if he makes Oceans 14 and it has to be really REALLY good.

ahahahha.

three things


i am drunk on champagne


i forgot the second

three, this is from my religious sacred harp singing book. i think its the sexies tthing i've read in a hilwe:

"Rose of Sharon" (1778)
by William Billings
"I am the rose of Sharon,
and the lily of the valleys..."
-- Song of Soloman, 2:1-11

I am the rose of Sharon, and the lily of the valley;
I am the rose of Sharon, and the lily of the valley;
As the lily among the thorns, so is my love among the daughters,
As the apple tree, the apple tree among the trees of the wood,
so is my beloved among the sons, so is my beloved among the sons.
I sat down under his shadow with great delight,
And his fruit was sweet to my taste;
And his fruit, and his fruit was sweet to my taste.

He brought me to the banqueting house
His banner over me was love,
He brought me to the banqueting house
His banner over me was love.

Stay me with flagons,
Comfort me with apples, for I am sick,
for I am sick, for I am sick of love;
I charge you, O ye daughters of Jerusalem,
By the roses, and by the hinds of the field,
That you stir not up,
That you stir not up,
That you stir not up,
that you stir not up, nor awake, awake,
awake, awake, my love, till he please.

The voice of my beloved,
Behold! he cometh,
leaping upon the mountains skipping,
skipping, skipping, skipping,
leaping upon the mountains, skipping upon the hills.

The voice of my beloved,
Behold! he cometh,
leaping upon the mountains skipping,
skipping, skipping, skipping,
leaping upon the mountains, skipping upon the hills.

My beloved spake,
And said unto me,
Rise up,
Rise up,
Rise up,
Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.
For lo, the winter is past, the rain is over and gone.
For lo, the winter is past, the rain is over and gone,
the rain is over, the rain is over and gone.
For lo, the winter is past, the rain is over and gone.




oh the seocnd is how sexsy his video is
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8srgfw7GDkM

Karina: Maybe he'll come sleep with you!
Me: Or, um, date me.
Karina: Oh. Uh. RIght.

the first boy i ever french kissed is going to be a father soon.

i am so very thoroughly sick of disappointment. doesn't it seem like the most overarching of all things?

god, get me the fuck out of here

IM with my mom-


Mom: there is a man in here moaning
i presume retarded but i will take a look around..
better still just turned around and i don't think he is retarded.

Out of sorrow entire worlds have been built
Out of longing great wonders have been willed
Theyre only little tears, darling, let them spill
And lay your head upon my shoulder
Outside my window the world has gone to war

things upon my desk:

a plant
a goldfish, whose environment is a minimalist fall-colored plant with dark purple stones
miles davis' biography
a book entitled "a practical approach to sixteenth century counterpoint"
a book entitled "baroque music"
a french press
a pack of napkins that say "let us celebrate with wine and sweet words"
facial moisturizer
pens
a beheaded marie antoinette
a my little pony from my ex-lover who found it on the side of the road
rings
fish food
notebooks
ibuprofen
study abroad catalogs
a phone
a small journal to jot notes and lyrics
stamps

ugh. whatever.

he broke my heart!

nick cave. yes.

bennington is making me a crazy woman.

weekend's events in and of themselves are eh, but grady o'neil made my weekend beautiful. <3

accepting the idea of a simple life.

i want to give up on everything.